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  • When I compared my fledgling, plain-jane xanga
    site to the ultra-cool MT sites of my England friends last
    year, I was in awe at how elegant a weblog can actually be. I
    also saw both business and ministry potential in the utilization of a
    weblog with a more flexible architecture. For example, I wonder if
    there are creative ways to add a dynamic and relational element to
    traditional web-ministries bent heavily toward information transfer.

    To my CS friends (and die-hard bloggers), check out this article called "Blogging grows up". It traces the origins of Movable Type and provides some insight into the future of this blogging phenomenon. It's a long article with many links (ughh ... you'll need to click through some ads to read it sorry), but an interesting read. Feel free to email or chat with me about thoughts you have on this.

    I also learned that Howard Dean, John Kerry and George W. Bush all have MT based blogs.

  • a BIG HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my sis JULIE

     

    (well...yesterday that is...)

  • England Reflections #1
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    "God's will" if done in our way and in our time is NOT God's will.

    "Many years later, when Moses had grown up, he
    went out to visit his people, the Israelites, and he saw how hard they
    were forced to work. During his visit, he saw an Egyptian beating one
    of the Hebrew slaves. After looking around to make sure no one was
    watching, Moses killed the Egyptian and buried him in the sand."
    Ex 2:11-12 [NLT]
     
    This was the first message Pastor Luke gave during
    the essentials conference. The truths were familiar, but God's spirit
    was tugging on my heart. It was a simple revelation that "God's will"
    (or what we think is something God desires) if not done in God's way
    and God's time ceases to be His will. In fact, it is blatant
    disobedience. Moses, a prince of Egypt raised in the house of Pharaoh,
    saw the injustice done unto his own people and wanted to free them from
    their bondage. Moses might've been thinking,"I am Moses! How dare this
    Egyptian beat one of my own people? I can easily overpower him and
    should stop this. After all, this must certainly be the desire of the
    God of my father and my father's father."
     
    Moses' one impulsive act aroused the wrath of
    Pharaoh. Moses fled Egypt and dwelt in the land of Midian. He got
    married, tended sheep, and lived in the desert in obscurity for many
    years before the Lord called him again to free His people, His way and
    in His time. How often do we do what seems "right" and rely on our own
    strength, our own talents, our charismatic personality, our own sharp
    intellect or our keen sense of administration? Swindoll points out that
    human might (where the energy source is human strength) is impressive
    (and may sometimes generate the same external results) and people with
    personality power may get their way with people, but ultimately there
    is no glory to God. You know that God didn't do it, you did it!
     
    Have you ever had those times in life where nothing
    went the way you intended, but everything worked out for great good?
    Have you experienced things that just had God's name, God's glory and
    God's fingerprint all over it? It's really good, isn't it? I
    was visiting my old church in Portland recently and was
    deeply amazed as I was told the story of how they got their new
    building and how God had undeniably worked throughout the details. It
    may not be obvious at first glance, but ministries that are
    characterized by a constant dependence on God bear a different kind of
    fruit than one fueled by human might. We saw this as God worked
    powerfully in the lives of many during the Essentials conference.
    Praise God for Bert who modelled this humble reliance on
    God to us and to the youth leaders ... this is Surrender! I'm a
    bit ashamed to say that our time in England convicted me of how little
    I pray and really depend on God in both ministry and life. But now ...
    I don't think I can go back to the same way of living again.
     
    Look at the difference when Moses did it God's way.
    It was nothing like what he could've planned or imagined. Could Moses
    have imagined that he would be in the direct presence of God in the
    form of a burning bush? Would Moses have thought of using gnats, flies,
    frogs, locusts, boils and hail (and a few other plagues) to eventually
    accomplish God's purposes? Could he have imagined the Red sea parting
    to allow the Israelites to escape pursuing Egyptian chariots? or that a
    pillar of cloud would guide them by day and a pillar of fire by night?
    God's purposes in God's way and in God's time resulted in God's glory.
    I don't think that Moses could've ever imagined that the Israelites
    would be released from the bondage of Egypt in such an unusual manner.
     
    Do you know that God loves you? Dr. Scorgie
    said that, "nothing is so fundamental to the Christian jouney as
    knowing and feeling that we are loved." And Bert said that this was one
    thing that he really wanted his youth to know in a real way. Surrender
    is certainly easier when I know that God loves me.
  • In the news ...

    I had a long conversation with a Malaysian buddy last night about
    our two primary presidential candidates. I found it strange that
    someone without voting rights would so closely follow the debates,
    watch specials tracing the childhood of both Kerry and Bush, and speak
    so boldly to defend Kerry's position. I was surprised that he was
    familiar with discussions around the War with Iraq, Bush's faith,
    Kerry's voting patterns, international policies, stem-cell research,
    and abortion. All this discussion among my friends both in and outside
    of work has motivated me to read the news a bit more than usual. I've
    posted a few random news sightings below.


    Three Random News Items:

    1. According to a CNN-money survey that compared the average cost for a
      2200 sq ft home, La Jolla won the award for the most expensive place to
      live in the US -- at an average of $1.7 Million for a 2200 sq ft home.
      South Dakota was the cheapest place to live in the US.

    2. Carly Fiorina (the CEO of HP) has been replaced by Meg Whitman (CEO
      of Ebay) as the most powerful woman in business. Carly Fiorina has held
      that title every year since Fortune magazine decided to start doing
      this in 1998. (read more)


    3. China
      has surpassed the US in the number of obese people in the country. 200
      million of Chinas 1.3 billion are overweight. The US still has one of
      the highest percentage of obese and has the most money spent on weight
      loss (enough to feed all the world's hungry many times over). [based
      off an official report from Chinese government]

  • "What would you do if pride were not a factor?"

    Last weekend, I spent the early morning hours reflecting on this question. There are things that I want to do, things that I feel I ought to do, and things that I'm convicted about doing ... but don't do, ultimately because of  ....... pride. Pride and Fear so often seem to possess a much greater compelling force than Love and Obedience.

    Strangely, it was in the crossfire of British humor (dry, in your face, and sometimes offensive) that God opened my eyes to the need to speak and live with greater authenticity. There is a certain freedom and joy that comes with living like this. I believe it also makes us more available to impact others and be used by God.

    What would you do if pride were not a factor? If you were truly free?

  • Happiness and Joy

    Imagine about 15-20 young kids from Uganda running into CBCSD
    dancing and singing with so much life and energy. It made me want to
    get out of my seat and dance with them ... really!! The children are
    among the 1.7 million boys and girls in Uganda who have loss one or
    both of their parents as a result of AIDS or war. They are orphans,
    each with a different story, each with deep hurts and painful pasts.
    These kids were picked up by the Watoto
    child care ministries, given a home, a mother, food, and shelter; they
    have found hope in this real expression of God's love. We were blessed
    by their lively songs/dances and touched by their testimonies. Who is
    this God who is a "father to the fatherless, a defender of widows
    .." ? Who "sets the lonely in families" and "leads forth the
    prisoners with singing"? This is the God I know. This is the cause of
    great JOY for these kids who have known sorrow beyond measure.

    Our happiness depends on our happenings
    (outward circumstances), but our JOY is unchanging because of the Hope
    that we have in Christ ... our hope of glory.

  • In remembrance of 9/11 and in remembrance of our God ...


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    It is difficult to believe that 3 years have passed since this very
    memorable terrorist attack on the US. I still remember how this one
    event impacted a nation overnight. I still remember where I was and how
    I felt when I heard news of this for the first time. I still remember
    the reaction and tears of friends who suffered losses and those who
    were waiting to hear from loved ones. I remember seeing a nation awaken
    to the concerns of the world. I remember a refocusing on God. I
    remember the heated legal debate over the posting of the 10
    commandments in courts being forgotten overnight. I remember people
    praying again.

    This most recent trip to England has reminded me to turn my eyes
    back on Jesus. Last year Nick, Cindy and I sang this song in Liverpool
    to give them a glimpse of America.



    "Where Were You (When The World Stopped Turning)"
    by Alan Jackson

    (here's the chorus, but all the lyrics can be found here)

    I'm just a singer of simple songs
    I'm not a real political man
    I watch CNN but I'm not sure I can tell you
    The difference in Iraq and Iran
    But I know Jesus and I talk to God
    And I remember this from when I was young
    Faith hope and love are some good things he gave us
    And the greatest is love

  • Liverpool 2004 -- August 18-21

    We
    loved you so much that we were delighted to share with you not only the
    gospel of God but our lives as well, because you had become so dear to
    us  . . . . . encouraging, comforting and urging you to live lives
    worthy of God, who calls you into his kingdom and
    glory.     
    (1 Thes 2:8,12)


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    Here are my teammates for our team competitions. Dieters RULE !!!


    The
    young ladies of my discussion group. I asked Ruth (one of the
    co-leaders), "do you think they would be intimidated by me?" Ruth says,
    "I think you should be more worried about them intimidating you!!"
    Thanks Ruth for giving me the proper perspective and thanks y'all for
    sharing honestly. One of the highlights for me was hearing kathi say,
    "I think I can say for the first time that I know in a real way that
    God loves me." And then the ultra-quiet Helen also accepts Christ.  Helen
    and Kathi, you've made the best decision of your life. Every one of you
    gets a STAR!! Praise God also for Adrian and Donny who accepted Christ
    as their Lord and Saviour -- against all odds. And Praise Him for the
    awesome work He is continuing to do in each of your lives

    And we also thank God
    continually because, when you received the word of God, which you heard
    from us, you accepted it not as the word of men, but as it actually is,
    the word of God, which is at work in you who believe. (1 Thes 2:13)


    (The San Diego Team -- with Danny and Donny imitating Alex =)

    The
    body is a unit, though it is made up of many parts; and though all it's
    parts are many, they form one body. So it is with Christ. (1 Corin
    12:12)
    Praise God for the unique giftings and experiences
    He has given each of you. It seems strange that we would need to travel
    all the way to England to learn to trust God and seek Him in all our
    ways. It seems strange that God would take us across 8 time zones just
    so we might find ourselves on our knees -- believing again that God can
    and does continue to work in amazing ways.

    Inspired by all the guys at Liverpool, here's a bit of randomness for y'all ..... "SKY!!"
    I saw these animations and was thinking of a couple here who recently
    got the cutest dog in the world -- it's a Dalmation named Barkley. They
    are the only non-cartoon people I know who own a Dalmatian. Ok, but
    this puppy is growing up real fast.

    Welcome to Animated Cartoon People and Animals. People and Animal Cartoons features cartoon angels, cartoon horses, cartoon dalmatians and dogs, cartoon bears, cartoon veterinarian, cartoon crocodiles, cartoon sharks, cartoon donkeys, cartoon camels, cartoon snakecharmers, cartoon campers, cartoon pigeons, cartoon chariots, and more.                     Dalmatians, and other dog breeds, help fire and police departments in search and rescue.

    with love,
    EMT 2004

    p.s. In the next few posts, I hope to share some
    vignettes describing a few things that God has taught me specifically.
    Stay tuned and thanks for taking the time to read this post.

  • Essential 2004 -- Aug 12th - Aug 16th


    (note the folks standing in the towers ready to cause trouble)

    The Essentials Conference is a leadership conference for youth
    leaders serving in the English speaking ministry of Chinese churches
    around the UK. The Chinese church in England is at a critical
    juncture where there is a huge need for men like Bert and some of
    the kids at this conference to rise up, to teach and to shepherd this
    next generation of BBC's. I believe that God used this particular
    conference to take many of these leaders through a
    critical inflection point (a math term) to where they can be used
    mightily by God. There was a palpable sense of God's presence
    throughout the conference. With each message, I felt as if I couldn't
    go back to living life the same way again; and I suspect that others
    felt similarly. We went to Kidderminster as a missions team, to teach
    and minister to these young leaders, but God brought us on our knees
    and put us in the learner's position.

     
    (Bert was twice the "burly-man" that Alby and Alex imagined)

    I think that our team has a grand total of only 1-2 "normal"
    pictures with Bert. Luke and I shared with our team about Bert during
    our prep meetings (w/o physical descriptions) and somehow Alex and Alby
    had this mental image of this "burly-man". They were quite surprised by
    his stature when he came to greet us at the train station. What happens
    when one man chooses to give his life in whole-hearted
    obedience and follow God? What happens when one man chooses to
    listen to God's leading regularly?

    As we were going to liverpool, people on our team kept saying, "I
    miss Bert". We had the chance to walk with him, pray with him and serve
    with him. And we saw God answer prayers. We witnessed God's spirit
    working powerfully. We became agents of God's work. We tasted what
    ministry could be like when we're waiting upon the Lord. I have never
    witnessed such a time of genuine confession and such passionate prayer
    and revival among a large group of people. We were humbled. Why don't
    we see this more often in our own churches here in SD? Why don't we
    seek God daily and trust Him in our own lives? Do we secretly doubt
    that He is able? that His ways are better?


    (Alex and I with Debs and the Birmingham boyz)

    Last year I heard stories about Bert's transition from Sheffield to
    Birmingham. This year I got to visit his church in Birmingham and get
    to know some of his "kids". Alan, Tim, Nick and Josh, God has begun an
    awesome work in y'all. I think that there was a bit of divine
    providence in bringing only you four guys (and no girls) to Essentials
    this year. Stand by each other and challenge each other to attempt
    great things for God. Alex, thanks for co-leading the leadership
    training sessions with me. Debs, you are an inspiration to us. I was so
    encouraged by your humility and desire to learn. You have a good mentor
    and friend in Bert and Phan.

    Grace and Peace.

    p.s. Check out this CD called Give You My World, by Phil Wickham. My two favorite songs on this are Jesus, Lord of Heaven and You are everything.

  • Ahh ... a brief moment with online access before the conference.

    DAY 4 - Team Meeting

    We
    met up with the Canadians today (Mona, Maureen, and Pastor Kong) and
    had our first official meeting. Bert and a few of his BBC (british-born
    chinese) kids gave us a crash coarse on the british schooling system
    and helped us to understand the concerns/issues among british in
    general and then specifically with the BBC. I've mentioned many of
    these things in my personal sharing with many of you, but here are a
    few specifics:

    -Stress of GCSE's and A level exams (especially among chinese families)
    -the state of the church of England and difficulty for chinese trying to fit into non-chinese churches
    -most families own takeaways or restaurants (associated family and marital challenges)

    we
    reviewed schedule and other details for the upcoming leadership
    conference and then spent time in prayer. Tomorrow we travel to the
    conference site.

    DAY 3 - Tour of Birmingham

    Phan
    has the posh'est accent in the world and gave us a totally professional
    tour of Birmingham (she happens to be a town planner). We were walking
    around Birmingham making observations and noting objects of worship.
    This morning, we were reflecting on Acts 17:16 (paul's tour de athens).
    Here are a few things our team noted:

    -Some scenes from
    Birmingham. Note the Starbuck's Coffee shop and the real pagoda.
    Apparently this pagoda was so heavy that they needed to reinforce the
    underpass. 

         

    -We
    walked into a chinese bakery and was greeted in Cantonese by the lady
    working there. We struck up a conversation in cantonese and eventually,
    she asked me about my profession. I said "gung cheng" (that's
    engineering). She then asked if I worked in the restaurant business, so
    I repeated "gung cheng". This happened a few times before she "heard"
    what I said since most of the Chinese here are involved in the
    retaurant business (initially I thought I used the wrong word).
    -We
    saw the Bullring with the St. Martin Church in the background. This was
    quite a scene. Imagine an all glass modern shopping structure with
    large advertisements on it and then the steeple of something that
    resembled a cathedral sticking up in an opening. I hear that the
    roundabout around the cathedral was removed and the mall was built
    around the church so that the church would be repositioned in the
    center of town.

      

    -Pastor
    luke learned quite a bit about the Church of England through a long
    conversation with a chaplain who greeted us for a tour of the
    Birmingham Cathedral. (more later).
    -Walked by some of the Pubs of
    Broad Street and wandered pass some of the canals. These canals are
    everywhere in Birmingham and were originally built during the
    industrial revolution to transport commercial goods.

       

    DAY 2 - Sweet Slumber

    Weariness
    overcame us that first night, and though our sleep was a bit irregular
    and interrupted at times, our slumber was sweet. I was so tired that
    first night that I fell asleep while waiting waiting for one of the
    other guys to shower. We had this first morning to sleep in, but I had
    to wake up early since my back was starting to feel sore from sleeping
    on the hard floor.

    We've been very thankful to Debra (starting
    university next year) for opening her empty house to us and making sure
    that we're taken care of. Debra has also joined all of our team
    reflection and prayer times. We're also very thankful to Bert and Phan
    for their hospitality and for allowing us to use their home to do last
    minute preparation for some of the talks and workshops.

    some random reflections:
    -though I woke up a few times in the evening, I got some of the best sleep in about 6-9 months
    -I woke up with deep hunger pains. I can't remember the last time I've been hungry in the morning.
    -watched some british TV shows
    -reflecting on Psalm 84 during devotions